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" Sometimes you think you've gotten over a person, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize you're just pretending you're over him to ease the pain of knowing that he will never be yours."

" Never be sad for what is over, just be glad that it was once yours."

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Exam's in exactly 16hrs30mins and guess what, I have no clue about nothing. I wonder why people always leave it till the last minute well fine, not everyone but most. I hate it whenever I say I want to do well, whenever I say I want to make people proud of me yet I don't put in any effort at all. I need a motivation in life, really, I do.

I know now is a wrong time for all these but there's just so much running through my mind, so many flashbacks. I think many people are like me, wishing that we'd a timemachine to go back in time, to undo everything we've done and regretted. It's so typical for us to regret stuff we do, it's quite easy for us to forgive but why is it that we just can't forget? Saying we want to move on or that we've moved on but yet we find ourselves doing stuff to remind us of the hurtful past.

I find myself not appreciative of what I already have in life, I find myself so greedy for almost everything, I feel so dissatisfied of not having everything.
I think I need to start cherishing what I already have.

I NEED TO STUDY NOW NOW NOW.

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I reached school late, I walked all the way to the back when my seat was right infront, I was in such a fluster that I forgot everything I memorised. I think that's enough to kill my entire mood for the day BUT my day spent with Jon Ju Mel was great! Astons for dinner then to Teo Heng to sing our hearts out^^v

K that was for yesterday. Today was spent at the library with cousin and his friend, 12 to 6, power a bit? Met up with Alwin and William at parkway for awhile then off to cityplaza for dinner with Alicia Juliana Melissa Deserie Szemin Ariane. Digged for gold then cabbed back to parkway got high home sweet home.

I WANT TO LOSE WEIGHT, I WANT TO BE 40KG :(

Hi Joan,
do you want to go running tomorrow morning with me?
Xoxo, Jean.
HAHAHAHAHAHA WTF JOKE ONLY.

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I think Transformers wasn't VERY GOOD like how almost everyone's claiming it to be. Yes, it was good but I think the first one's better. Well, the first one's always the real deal, isn't it? So there was the part where prime died and I so wanted to cry but nooooo I was like, "It's just so wrong to cry over a robot." to Alicia, like seriously. So it was catching up with Alicia Juliana Szemin Ariane at parkway after dinner, just talking about stuff that I know you'll so want to know but no you're not going to know haha scratch scratch ah hehe^^

Exam's on monday and friday and I haven't been studying. Well, the truth is that I haven't even started, how great. Ohvell, to the library to chiong for the next few days, no distractions, going to be a loner like the other time. I.need.to.score.badly.

And up till now, I'm still wondering, how do you please everyone in life?

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Clique outing at Marina, brother came along, Crystal Priscillia and Daphne didn't turn up :(